My feel ♥

First, i want to tell you guys i single.
Will you guys get shock?
Hahahass
I can't accept it, hahahass
Actually i can't laugh, even smile
I really feel so moody
Night din sleep, then go school, sleep at school
back home sleep again
then wake, can't sleep again !
Why i will like this ?
I keep make myself feel tired and busy
is it will feel better
and won't think you again ?
God, i pray for you
give my a happy life,
I hate pretend
when i face to my family and friend
i keep laugh
but that's not me
I can't tell you guys that i sad
i sure you guys will call me forget him
Is it forget will make all things fine?
This is not i want, i don't want forget
i just want him
Am i silly ? Or can call it foolish
No more you, what am i gonna do ?
I know no more you i won't die
but really hard to life
i can't even breath
Monday morning, when i alone waiting bus
no one at the road
don't know why i feel like wanna cry again
CRY ?
Someone tell me i shall not cry
no worth to cry for him
actually I'm not cry for him
just feel like so lonely
Last time i go school because of him
when i think him, i will feel happy to go to school
but now, i feel like don't want to school
i just want to sleep on the bed
i don't want to do any thing
at last i din
i go school
i know my family, friends and you don't want i like a useless person
I know one day i will totally forget you
but now i can tell
i still miss you and love you
maybe you hate me or else
but...I STILL LOVE YOU